I want to look back, I am curious about ‘my’ suffering, something that has dominated my life, even down to not regarding it as suffering for fear of sounding precious or special. I kept it in the category of deserved misery/penance. I can see one easy place where suffering was escalated, though it didn’t start […]
Month: July 2020
The strange paradox of loneliness
I’ve just had my mind blown and I’d like to share it with you (stranger). It’s properly out of whack. I’ve not felt lonely for uncountable years. I remember it and how I made peace with it and it was a vast relief because it really is bloody awful to us hoomans. Loneliness is a […]
Letter to you
Dear friend, I am now getting a grasp of what happened to me in hospital when I died. Understanding kinda flows in as my noddle sorts it out. I’d like to share with you why what happened transformed me into a fearless being instead of the old recluse Keith who has now gone. This is […]
Going and returning
The following requires a foreword because five days ago it would have been impossible to write. The words would have had no meaning, just a made up story without any life experience to lend it form or substance. If you’ve never smelled the roses, for god sake don’t write about it as if you have, […]
Fear and Loathing in Great Britain 